Yesterday was supposed to be my 400 calorie day and I failer so bad.... I started my failure by thinking that it was my 600 calorie day and then already crossed 400 calories before I noticed I was eating too much. Then I had some kind of a physical brakedown in the evening. I had been spending my eveningn with some friends and some drinks, and when I got home at 12.30 pm I noticed that I was starving... I had been starving for hours already and just for a second there was a thought in my head " eat." For a secnd I thought, if you are hunggry you sould eat. And so I did. I had no control over myself, all I could htink was "just try not to go over 1000..." and I ate. And let me tell you, it felt GOOD. I havent eaten this much for a month and I have been starving all the time, and for the first time in a very very vey long time I was full. After I had eaten, I was full...  So this is the fail part. The win part is that this morning I weighted 53.9 kg. So less then yesterday. Thank God.....

I think ill just continue my diet the normal way now, with 600 calories for today and pretend that yesterday didnt happen...

 

Yesterday was day 800 calories on my 2468 diet. And it was easier than i thought... I had eaten 300 calories by 9 pm so I had to force the rest down but I did it! Today is 200 calories again. Something I am more familiar with... This morningn I weighed 54.8 kg, so I have been under 55kg for a week almost, so I can check it out now! 4 more kg to go until my goal.... Not much. : ) 

I feel so bad for not working out more... Last time was monday and today is thursday. I really need to do something! Today! Must.

Have a great day babies!

 

Today is day 600 calories from my 2468 diet. I wonder how I will do tomorrow since 800 calories is more than i have been eating recently... I just need to make it happen so that when I go back to 200 calories my metabolism will be on fire! : ) 

This morning i weight 54.4 kg and I am thinking if i could cross uou 55 kg already? Maybe ill wait for tomorrow, just in case. If i am still under 55 kg tomorrow, then Ill cross it out. Promise.

My birthday is coming up and I think my diet will fail then... really miserably... and my parents have started noticing my eating habbits changing and are trying to offer me food all the time. Oh the joy. I wish everyone would just leave me alone with this beacuse the sooner I reach my goal, the sooner I will stop. I think... I started thinking today that I am about 3-4kg from my goal, that will I actually stop then? Or keep going... I dont think i can eat normally after this. I have been doing this for 5- 6 weeks now, so going back to eating with no worries and bad concious is not going to be easy...

summer, please come now.

Second day of my 2468- diet whent well. : )

I had one hour of gym today and ate my 400 calories. Tomorrow is going to be even easier with 600 calories.

Off to bed babies. <3

Today my weight was a shocking 56.6 kg and I decided to start the 2468 diet right then and there. So todays intake is 200 calories...

Breakfast:

youghurt and nuts

Lunch:

salad

Dinner:

two pieces of lettuce and 60g of cucumber...

I also swam for 40 minutes and walked some 20 minutes.

Tomorrow is going to be better with 400 calories... I have school tomorrow so I need to eat some breakfast to avoid passing out in class, so 400 calories is good.

I hope you guys had a better day than I did....